Your heartbeat

I'm really sorry, i never wanted to upset you. Just so you know, you did not wasted your effort being worried like an idiot, please don't say that, it really shows that you care for me and for that, i'm the luckiest jerk on earth. You're the reason why i am what i am today and i know this wouldn't mean anything to you, especially now, but you have to trust me, i wouldn't want to upset you, but unintentionally and unfortunately i did, and for that, i'm truly sorry. The irony is that i actually asked you not to be angry and ended up pissing you off. Again, i'm sorry, for keeping you awake, not replying, and..so much more that i cant exactly list them here but i do want to tell you personally, if you would allow me to..

wei ian